











 I woke up this morning realizing that this will be the last full day I will have in the great God fearing country of South Africa... This morning involved waking up to the inspiring words of a Donald Miller book, "Through Painted Deserts" then to a very moving time of Worship to prepare for the last service we would attend at Mbonisweni. I caught myself asking God to show up in every way possible to make this service the most memorable of them all. I have to admit I was a little nervous about playing a couple of new songs I wrote this morning. I wanted so badly to play the best I ever have and wanted to leave these people with something special that they would always remember. But I realized that its not about what I can show these people or what memories I can leave with them; Its about sharing in the presence of God and praising our creator as equals. If there is only one thing that I take from here it is that I have changed my attitude about what I have to offer this world. Before when entering the different communities I would think to myself that I am going to play with this kid better then anyone else ever has or I am going to bring these people something they have never seen or felt. Quickly realizing that I couldn't offer any life changing advice or materialistic object but I could share the love that our Father has shared with all of us from day one. Gods gift of love is is the most influential thing in my life and is the number one thing I want share with anybody I come in contact with.
I woke up this morning realizing that this will be the last full day I will have in the great God fearing country of South Africa... This morning involved waking up to the inspiring words of a Donald Miller book, "Through Painted Deserts" then to a very moving time of Worship to prepare for the last service we would attend at Mbonisweni. I caught myself asking God to show up in every way possible to make this service the most memorable of them all. I have to admit I was a little nervous about playing a couple of new songs I wrote this morning. I wanted so badly to play the best I ever have and wanted to leave these people with something special that they would always remember. But I realized that its not about what I can show these people or what memories I can leave with them; Its about sharing in the presence of God and praising our creator as equals. If there is only one thing that I take from here it is that I have changed my attitude about what I have to offer this world. Before when entering the different communities I would think to myself that I am going to play with this kid better then anyone else ever has or I am going to bring these people something they have never seen or felt. Quickly realizing that I couldn't offer any life changing advice or materialistic object but I could share the love that our Father has shared with all of us from day one. Gods gift of love is is the most influential thing in my life and is the number one thing I want share with anybody I come in contact with. They say when one door closes God opens a window. I have to say that this is certainly proving true in my life in this moment. I came to Africa with little expectation and it got into my blood, my heart and soul in a way that I was not prepared for. Although I feel that it was right to cut our trip short to start a new chapter in life, I don't feel like any of this was in vain. Africa has changed me to my core and I will never be the same again. I love the pace of life here; taking the time to have a cup of tea with a friend will always come first before business (so naturally, relationship comes before timeliness.) I love the song that God has placed in every Africans heart and how singing comes just as naturally to them as regular conversation. I have to say what has truly inspired me that most about Africa is the thankfulness that the strong women of this continent have in the Lord to get them through any trial in their lives. The respect and love that they have for God is such a beautiful and awe inspiring thing that it has humbled me in a way that I desperately needed. My heart breaks for the children when I think about what they go home to every night; an empty stomach, a crowded one room house, no running water... It's hard to let these thoughts go on for too long when I take the time to look into their eyes and see the broad smile that stretches across their faces because they're happy to see me and they're happy to be alive.
 They say when one door closes God opens a window. I have to say that this is certainly proving true in my life in this moment. I came to Africa with little expectation and it got into my blood, my heart and soul in a way that I was not prepared for. Although I feel that it was right to cut our trip short to start a new chapter in life, I don't feel like any of this was in vain. Africa has changed me to my core and I will never be the same again. I love the pace of life here; taking the time to have a cup of tea with a friend will always come first before business (so naturally, relationship comes before timeliness.) I love the song that God has placed in every Africans heart and how singing comes just as naturally to them as regular conversation. I have to say what has truly inspired me that most about Africa is the thankfulness that the strong women of this continent have in the Lord to get them through any trial in their lives. The respect and love that they have for God is such a beautiful and awe inspiring thing that it has humbled me in a way that I desperately needed. My heart breaks for the children when I think about what they go home to every night; an empty stomach, a crowded one room house, no running water... It's hard to let these thoughts go on for too long when I take the time to look into their eyes and see the broad smile that stretches across their faces because they're happy to see me and they're happy to be alive.
 Lately Ryan and I have been on the brink of something big. Africa has brought us closer to eachother and closer to God, ironically, by being seperated. We feel that God has put us "on the fast track" so to speak from the very begining. We gave our lives to Him, and then always very suddenly, the next step is a big one; ie, moving to Africa.
 Lately Ryan and I have been on the brink of something big. Africa has brought us closer to eachother and closer to God, ironically, by being seperated. We feel that God has put us "on the fast track" so to speak from the very begining. We gave our lives to Him, and then always very suddenly, the next step is a big one; ie, moving to Africa. Water is a precious commodity in any culture or community in the world. Sometimes we don’t value it, as every time we turn on the tap, wash our clothes, bathe, or flush our toilets clean water comes out with no problem and no hesitation, but here in Africa, water is precious and valued as such.
 Water is a precious commodity in any culture or community in the world. Sometimes we don’t value it, as every time we turn on the tap, wash our clothes, bathe, or flush our toilets clean water comes out with no problem and no hesitation, but here in Africa, water is precious and valued as such.
*footnote: Sorry about the visuals...forgot the "R"
 For the last week or so I've suddenly found an interest in baking. Aside from buying a box of cake mix or a tube of cookie dough, I've never really made anything before and never had an interest to try. There's something about Africa that has inspired me to try new things and find interest in things I've never before considered, like baking and knitting. I've made two batches of muffins, a banana Cinnamon oatmeal batch and an apple raisin batch, neither of which was too bad for my first few attempts if I do say so myself. Also, I've been trying my hand at baking fresh bread, the hard way without a bread maker. My first two tries weren't so great, I just couldn't get the technique down and my bread was not rising in the sun, but today I made some with sweet basil and I got it to work. I felt so accomplished when it came out of the oven looking (and tasting) exactly the way it was supposed to. I want to try new things, so as soon as we get some money for ingredients I'll keep experimenting with new recipes. I really love the way Africa has brought out this new side of me. I came here hoping this the trip would make me more adventurous, and it surprised me at the ways it has done just that. When I think "adventurous" I certainly don't think of baking muffins and knitting squares, but it's given me the inspiration to try my hand at something new and see it through. It's teaching me what the word process is all about, and I'm really enjoying the time with God and the way He speaks to me when I try something new. Plus there's no better way to make someone feel welcome than to make them something good to eat :)
 For the last week or so I've suddenly found an interest in baking. Aside from buying a box of cake mix or a tube of cookie dough, I've never really made anything before and never had an interest to try. There's something about Africa that has inspired me to try new things and find interest in things I've never before considered, like baking and knitting. I've made two batches of muffins, a banana Cinnamon oatmeal batch and an apple raisin batch, neither of which was too bad for my first few attempts if I do say so myself. Also, I've been trying my hand at baking fresh bread, the hard way without a bread maker. My first two tries weren't so great, I just couldn't get the technique down and my bread was not rising in the sun, but today I made some with sweet basil and I got it to work. I felt so accomplished when it came out of the oven looking (and tasting) exactly the way it was supposed to. I want to try new things, so as soon as we get some money for ingredients I'll keep experimenting with new recipes. I really love the way Africa has brought out this new side of me. I came here hoping this the trip would make me more adventurous, and it surprised me at the ways it has done just that. When I think "adventurous" I certainly don't think of baking muffins and knitting squares, but it's given me the inspiration to try my hand at something new and see it through. It's teaching me what the word process is all about, and I'm really enjoying the time with God and the way He speaks to me when I try something new. Plus there's no better way to make someone feel welcome than to make them something good to eat :)
 Every Morning I have a cup of this with honey and I've got to say, it's the best part of waking up! It's got tons of caffine and it's helped me kick the coffee habbit.
 Every Morning I have a cup of this with honey and I've got to say, it's the best part of waking up! It's got tons of caffine and it's helped me kick the coffee habbit. I'm just learning how to knit, but I've put a big project in front of me. I'm making 48 11"x11" sqaures sewn together in different patterns to make a large blanket. This was inspired by "Knit a Sqaure", a campagne introduced to the women in our community by Jen. Different women sent us sqaures to knit together to make blankets for the orphans in our invested communities. They turned out great and inspired me to try to make one myself. Can't wait to see how it turns out.
 I'm just learning how to knit, but I've put a big project in front of me. I'm making 48 11"x11" sqaures sewn together in different patterns to make a large blanket. This was inspired by "Knit a Sqaure", a campagne introduced to the women in our community by Jen. Different women sent us sqaures to knit together to make blankets for the orphans in our invested communities. They turned out great and inspired me to try to make one myself. Can't wait to see how it turns out. I've always loves the T.V. series, but I've never given the book a chance. Carla, my step mother was nice enough to allow me to borrow her copy of THREE books in one. You know what they say, the book is always better :)
 I've always loves the T.V. series, but I've never given the book a chance. Carla, my step mother was nice enough to allow me to borrow her copy of THREE books in one. You know what they say, the book is always better :) This I just bought today and spent over 5 hours writting, drawing etc. I'm really excited about having a new creative outlet and new way to speak to God.
 This I just bought today and spent over 5 hours writting, drawing etc. I'm really excited about having a new creative outlet and new way to speak to God. After having the opportunity to be in Africa for over two months, I've found that I have a bit more clarity than I was able to find in the states. With my job and bills and every other distraction and temptation that comes with being "home", it was easier for me to tune out what God was trying to speak into my heart. Lately, I've been learning to work on the inside, and everything else has just been falling into place. If I can get what's within me right with Him, that light shines through my inner doubt. I'm learning that God is filling a void inside of me, and He loves to watch me grow.
      After having the opportunity to be in Africa for over two months, I've found that I have a bit more clarity than I was able to find in the states. With my job and bills and every other distraction and temptation that comes with being "home", it was easier for me to tune out what God was trying to speak into my heart. Lately, I've been learning to work on the inside, and everything else has just been falling into place. If I can get what's within me right with Him, that light shines through my inner doubt. I'm learning that God is filling a void inside of me, and He loves to watch me grow.07.27.2009
Hello from South Africa!
We made it! It has been one month now since we left the states and we are enjoying every minute of it. We are staying at the Ywam base in Kruger, White River with an organization called Ten Thousand Homes. The staff here is absolutely amazing and has been so accommodating to our needs.
We are currently getting plugged into three different communities here; Kabokweni, Mbonisweni, and Dwahlini. Ten Thousand Homes supplies feeding programs at each one of these places for the orphans and vulnerable of the communities. We usually send two to three hours at each community getting to know the children and the native volunteers from the area. Playing games and singing songs seem to be what they most enjoy. These kids are blessed with extremely beautiful voices and bless us with them every time we arrive.
At Kabokweni there is a beautiful woman named Mrs. Elizabeth and she is doing great things for the community there. She puts on a feeding program twice a week which is usually pop (like a thick grit or cream of wheat) and meat stew (tripe or beef). This is taking place right out of her back door and before the feeding she gathers the kids in front and they sing songs and pray. After the feeding the kids have free time where we all go to the area in her backyard where they sing, dance, and play. There are plans in the making to build a learning center in this area where the kids could come to get help with their school work and just come to be loved. The area has already been cleared and we are waiting for the building plans to be revised. God is definitely doing great things there and we can feel it every time the children embrace us for a moment in their lives.
At Mbonisweni we have connected with a young pastor named Stimbiso. He is taking the youth of that community under his wing and doing an excellent job of guiding them. There was a mission team here from Orlando earlier in the month that raised the money to construct a house for a family in the community. The family is broken due to mental illnesses and Aids. Mimi, the mother of the family is mentally disabled so the Aunt was helping taking care of the two younger kids; a boy the age of 12 and a young girl that is 8. The Aunt has a girl of her own somewhere around 6. Unfortunately, the aunt periodically falls ill from AIDS and her daughter has to leave her home to stay with the mentally challenged mother, Mimi. She does not work, and receives a government grant of the equivalent of only $50/mo. The Orlando team are working long hours as we helped them construct this house in two short weeks. Great Job Orlando Team! There is a feeding program in this area once a week. We feel that the true heart of this community is going to be the youth. They are doing great things and the numbers are amazing. At Stimbiso’s church they have a youth group of about 50 or more and they are all in the choir. When they sing God is their spot light and it never fails that Goosebumps engulf my body and tears flood my eyes. You can feel the power of God in them.
Dwahlini is the newest community that we have reached out to. We started last week with a feeding program and skits from a mission team visiting us from Denver, Co called Kings Kids. We got to help with the cooking which was a blast. They kind of just through us in there maybe to get a laugh but they were very impressed! It was a great ground breaker for us. They showed us how to make POP. Wow that takes a while and a lot of work. But they invited us back to cook again. The house there is ran buy a group of about 9 ladies with the same goals in mind; to feed the kids and to share God’s love. We look forward to continually build a strong relationship with these ladies. There is a lot of room for future growth, help with studies, art and crafts, housing etc… Keep this in your prayers.
We just helped put on a Youth Sports Day at Mbonisweni where the kids from Kabokweni came to challenge Mbonisweni. The girls competed in a game called net ball which is like a combination between basketball and ultimate Frisbee then at the end of the day a quick game of soccer. The guys had a small Soccer tournament with three different teams. The last game came down to penalty shots with Mbonisweni coming out on top. It was a great thing to watch seeing two communities come together and compete against each other. We continue to see God work in miraculous ways and are reminded that God is everywhere!
We want to thank you from the bottom of our hearts for the support and prayers and helping us to share our love with the communities here. With love and Gods will we can continue to bless the lives where we go.
06.16.2009
The journey has begun! We have officially left our home in DFW and have arrived in New Haven, Connecticut to stay a few days with Aaron Garrison; a film maker following our progress. We will be leaving here on the 18th to visit London for one day and then we will continue onto South Africa scheduled to arrive on the 20th. We want to send a big THANK YOU to everyone back home. We could never have made it this far without the love and support of all of our family and friends. We want to give a special thanks to our Hope family. Without all of your support and encouragement we're not sure we could have come this far. It has been such a pleasure getting to know each one of you and you will most certainly see us again sooner than you think! We'll have pictures and videos to share as well. We also want to give a special thanks to our family back home; Dennis Emery, you played the biggest role in our journey and we are so grateful that God has put it on your heart to care so deeply about what we are doing. Also Angie Miller- we appreciate your hospitality over the last month or so. We love you all so much and we ask that you please keep in touch with us via e-mail and facebook. God bless you and we will pray for all of you in our absense!
-A and R
05.16.2009
The website is almost finished! Ryan and I have officially set our departure date for June 15th (just three weeks away!) We're so excited to embark on the long journey to South Africa and to see my family again. We're tying up loose ends and saying our goodbyes, but the bitter-sweet experience of leaving home behind promises an exciting tomorrow. We want to give a special thanks to all the members of Hope Christian City Church for all the love and support we have received from our church family. We also want to give a special thanks to Aaron Garrison for all of his support through all of this. It has been so special to us that you have cared such a great deal about our well being when making these difficult decisions. We also want to give Aaron some recognition for the film he is working on about South Africa and the beauty of preserving it's culture.
We want to give thanks to all the friends and family who have personally invested in relationships with us. We will miss you guys. And a final big thanks to God for always making a way. He is bigger and the plan is greater than i ever imagined.
